Sunday, September 1, 2013

nw, ch.1-3


Toru felt immense pain after listening to this song from the airplane. While it is not sure yet what kind of memory is concerned with this song, it is guessable that the song Norwegian Wood will somehow play a crucial role in the story at some point of time.



           Typically, there exists a perceptible gap between the original version of a book and the versions translated into different languages. Even the works of William Shakespeare are not as grand and majestic when read in Korean. Yet, the first interaction between Murakami and me is occurring in a world literature class. This has sufficiently boosted my interests in Haruki Murakami, and the work I am reading, Norwegian Wood. After reading only first three chapters of the eleven chapters, I am already convinced of its literary value – definitely one of the best I read in a while.

           The story is told in a form of flashback, as recollection of Toru Watanabe of his college years. Toru, the narrator and the protagonist of the story, has experienced the death of his best friend and sudden disappearance of the girl he loves. He is the roommate of Storm Trooper, an eccentric figure who is being made fun of by rest of the students in the dormitory, but at the same time he hangs out with Nagasawa, an elite student well respected by the same students. From Watanabe, the readers hear stories so distinctive that have no common ground whatsoever except for Watanabe appearing in each of them. While these stories comprise the fruitful part of his otherwise dull college life, these fruits are not necessarily sweet – they constitute the bitter barrier that hinders him from getting over his traumatic past, the death of Kizuki.

           Essentially, Kizuki’s death is responsible for the three significant interactions Toru has formulated with other people. Toru and Naoko are bonded by the trauma they share. Ironically, while Toru and Naoko left Kobe to leave behind past memories that are related to Kizuki to evade the trauma, the relationship with a member of the Kizuki trio became the most important one of all, at least for Toru. I think this indicates how difficult – almost impossible – it is to forget the memory of a deceased friend. They left Kobe in order to let go of the grief, but they ended up cling onto a fragment of the bad memory, someone who can share the sorrow and withstand the grief together. However, Naoko eventually broke down and decided to run away from the trauma, leaving Toru behind by himself. While Toru was comparatively less susceptible to the painful past, this consequently broke him down as well, as the pain of losing grip of Naoko that he grew to love had been accumulated to the original pain he was suffering. Personally, I thought Toru’s recollection of the meadow closely resembled that of Naoko’s on her 20th birthday. Both elaborate rather insignificant minute details of the events, and consciously or unconsciously avoid the important people in the event. This led me to think that the state of 37-year old Toru after listening to The Beatles’ Norwegian Wood is similar to the state of Naoko on her twentieth birthday. Definitely, Naoko is the key entity of the pain of loss Toru feels along with the deceased Kizuki.

             Naoko and Kizuki comprise most of the pains Toru feels, but the other two relationships also provide him with uneasiness that intensifies his frustration. Storm Trooper’s eccentric nature has worked for Toru as a source of Naoko’s smile, but his indifference to others’ views and feelings is giving Toru a harder time after the sudden disappearance of Naoko. Watanabe acknowledges Nagasawa’s competency as a student and skills as a womanizer, but he decides to never fully expose his mind to Nagasawa after witnessing his drunken tyranny towards a girl. This additionally triggers Watanabe to compare Nagasawa to Kizuki, who was not as competent and skillful in speaking but much more sincere and intimate with his friends. By making Toru encounter with a lamest possible figure as a friend and a person more remarkable but lacking a fundamental virtue, Murakami forces Toru to reevaluate and miss the late Kizuki, thereby driving him into the deeper abyss. As of the end of chapter three, I think Toru Watanabe has reached the very bottom of the well on the meadow in his reminiscence, and I am very excited to unfold how he would overcome the suffering and save Naoko from the well, and consequently save himself.

Monday, August 26, 2013

사각형의내부의사각형의내부의사각형의내부의사각형 의내부의사각형.
사각이난원운동의사각이난원운동 의 사각 이 난 원.
비누가통과하는혈관의비눗내를투시하는사람.
지구를모형으로만들어진지구의를모형으로만들어진지구.
거세된양말.(그여인의이름은워어즈였다)
빈혈면포. 당신의얼굴빛깔도참새다리같습네다.
평행사변형대각선방향을추진하는막대한중량.
마르세이유의봄을해람한코티의향수가맞이한동양의가을.
쾌청의하늘에붕유하는 Z 백호. 회충양약이라고씌어져있다.
옥상정원. 원후를흉내내이고있는마드무아젤.
만곡된직선을직선으로질주하는낙체공식.
시계문자반에Ⅻ에내리워진두개의젖은황혼.
도아의내부의도아의내부의조롱의내부의카나리아의내부의감살문호의내부의인사.
식당의문간에방금도착한자웅과같은붕우가헤어진다.
검정잉크가엎질러진각설탕이삼륜차에실린다.
명함을짓밟는군용장화.가구를질구하는조화금련.
위에서내려오고밑에서올라가고위에서내려오고밑에서올라간사람은밑에서올라가지아니한위에서내려오지아니한밑에서올라가지아니한위에서내려오지아니한사람.
저여자의하반은저남자의상반에흡사하다.(나는애처로운해후에애처로워하는나)
사각이난케─스가걷기시작한다.(소름이끼치는일이다)
라지에─터의근방에서승천하는굳빠이.
바깥은비. 발광어류의군집이동.